Hi Atuk, howwa you there? Kitaorg kat rumah ni semua rindu atuk macam biasa ah. Still ingat atuk ada mcm dulu dulu, *ok pls jgn nangis*Semua orang suruh chillax, baru atuk je yg meninggal belum parents lagi. Wakluu ah, you dont know him so jgn main ckp je. Seriously, he was like my dad. I'm very close to my grandparents. Makan pakai semua diaorg ah yang jaga, ibu sibuk. According to Ibu, I lived with my grandparents since I was 2. I still remember how they jaga me, aww so sweeet. Thats why, to me my grandparents are like my parents. So they all very important to me. No one can describe my feelings right now, I already lost a very important man in my life. So what am I supposed to do now? Laughing out loud? Jump and die? Tell me. This is so depressed.
I'm missing him like everyday, suaranya masih terngiang ngiang kat telinga ni. Susah nak lupakan. Susah susah. Kalau tgok nenek, nampaklah atuk jugak. dah mcm mana kan? Why atuk tinggalkan kitaorg mcm ni je? How we're going to celebrate this year punya raya, without you? tell me how? so unperfect okay. Tak sampai hati nak tinggal atuk sorang sorang kat kubur tu semalam. goddamit, i have to stop it. seriousy tak boleh mcm ni. i have to move on. like seriously move on. its hard at the beginning but i'm sure i can handle this. Me are so going to miss you atuk. you take care there k? i cant talk to you anymore, how sad i cant even listen to your voice anymore. urghh.
be strong tya be strong. Al Fatihah to you again Atuk. I love you always, thanks for eveyrthing.
